Hi, I'm Jessica Diamsay

And it was out of the blue. Hit me up on an active social network like what we teenagers do. You were unknown company when I was screaming, crying, and shouting. But I didn’t believe we could be what we are so I was definitely doubting. You texted me asking if I was awake in the middle of the night. Exchanged conversation from lonely moon to sun bright. My sleeping schedule all jumbled up as can be, but it didn’t matter because it was all about you and me. I wish everyday I could see you whenever I want to. You give me a new definition of “love” and its brand new. We’re two different people with schedules of our own. But what I love about you the most is that you never leave me alone. You chase after me as I walk away. It’s as if you’re my lion, superior and golden, but I’m your prey. I want to keep us going because by far you’ve shown me a different side of the male population. Like you say babe, you hold the key to my heart, your one and only destination. 

You spent all that time and effort to get what you’ve always wanted and now you decide that you want to give up? No, keep trying. You’re almost there. Trust me, all that time and effort you put in, it’ll all be worth it in the end.

It doesn’t always work that way. 

No guy will ever get any satisfaction of knowing that he hurt me. There is no such thing called “fake smiling” in public. I smile for a reason. And I love smiling.

@bbybeast :)
 

I am one of the biggest hopeless romantics out there. I believe in being old fashioned. 
I’ve always wanted to do cute things for my significant other. Whether minor or major, I just want to see him smile and appreciate the things I do out of my time, creativity, and effort.
 

No, I will not stand by this phrase nor will I ever apply myself to it. I will not just be friends with someone who once became my world. The reason why I end up avoiding/ignoring you once we’ve called quits is because I want to save myself from the pain. I’m the type to always hold on and never let go. But if I distance myself away from you far enough, my feelings will eventually fade away. No I have never stayed friends with someone and lost feelings. From past experience I caught myself falling in love with them more everyday.
What I’m saying is, once we are over, there will be no more us. You’ve already hurt me and lead me into an enormous amount of pain. Why should I just stay “friends” with you when I know I want to be more than that. I’ll put myself and feelings first.

bphane:

vtm-kid:

here’s a lesson for you to learn. and this is probably one of the most important lesson out of all the lessons to learn about treating women right.

when she’s having a bad day, or when you’re feeling a negative vibe from her, when her mood changes, or she seems disturbed or bothered about something, it is right for you to ask what is wrong. it is right for you to be concerned because this shows her you care about her.

if it is about you, she will say “I’m fine.” if it is about something she isn’t comfortable talking to you about, she will say “don’t worry about it.” if it’s a subject that is general enough - like having a bad day, or when she’s on her period, or she’s tired… most of that is probably true.

don’t get angry and lose patience when she doesn’t tell you what’s wrong with her. if she doesn’t want to say it, don’t force her to. rather, reassure her that you are always there to listen and support her in every way possible. allow her to trust you with her issues. if she does tell you, and it’s about something you did, you do everything out of your will to understand her perspective because she’s upset for a reason. if she doesn’t tell you, cheer her up, get her mind off of the problem.

and when she is ready, she will open up to you. have patience and wisdom.

Amen.

It works. It really does. 

I talk to the best people with the most amusing personalities, but they are so distant from me. 
One advantage about distance though is that I can only base my first impression off of your personality. No “ews” or “yucks”, but more of “Wow. I can’t wait till I meet you.”