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“This is it baby…graduation.” There’s so many...

Sat, 01 Jun 2013 00:03:41 -0400

“This is it baby…graduation.”

There’s so many memories intact with my sophomore year. You being the main reason why. Not only have we fought like a married couple, but we solved our issues like a team. Throughout our long journey together we also faced the heavy consequences within ourselves. Lack of sleep, time management, emotional appeal, and especially our differences. Because every time we’d talk upon hours and hours over FaceTime, someone falls asleep eventually. Because every time we’d occupy ourselves with our workload, we put aside our relationship just to finish. Because every time we face emotional appeal, someone ends up getting hurt. And because every time we face the negatives, we try to negotiate into solving things together rather than throwing it away. You ran the chase for me baby and you didn’t manage to give up. I never plan on giving you up either. You play too much of a big part in my life that I want to see you in my future. You’re becoming the man that you are today and I’m so thankful to have you hold the solid ground and help build the foundations of our relationship. I’m so proud of you and where you’ve come and where you’re headed. Though I may have just appeared in your life 9 months ago, I’m willingly and promisingly staying for the sake of loving you more than anything. This school year has flown and when it comes down to it, baby, let’s elevate to the sky! Yes, I know things will change in the future. But with all luck and guidance we can persevere like the team we otta’ be. It’s not giving up, it’s growing up. While you’re grinding baby, I’ll be grinding too. You’re what I want and lets race to success. Just so our kids can have the parents they deserve because I know we can give them the best of the best. Class of 2013 —- congratulations babe! I love you <3

"I never want to lose you …"

Sat, 11 May 2013 23:52:13 -0400

A six worded phrase built off the first moment I saw you look at me. You not only looked at the beauty through my eyes, but it touched me to the soul to something I felt it was meant to be. The foundations and building blocks of our relationship grew into something long lasting. Just like a little kid playing with Legos and structuring it into an idealistic surrounding. Not only do I look at you as my lover, but my best friend as well. You’ve been my shoulder to cry on when things went down hell. You become an artist of your own and stroke through my flaws so they become nonexistent. To think that never meeting someone like you I’d be a full on pessimistic. But no worries because you ride for me till the day we become old and wrinkly. You got me in a lock like a forever promised pinky. Everyday that I’m with you becomes a moment that I’ll cherish until my time ends. And from here on out our relationship I will commend.

I’m such a lucky girlfriend, mmm. Ya girl got asked to...

Tue, 07 May 2013 17:10:08 -0400

I’m such a lucky girlfriend, mmm. Ya girl got asked to prom! ❤😘😭🏆

Spoke too soon …

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 23:04:25 -0400

There’s an end to everything.

Pure Aloha last week :)

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 00:32:14 -0400

Pure Aloha last week :)

Responsibility

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 23:30:58 -0400

Theres a time in life where you have to take pride in what you’re doing and where you’re headed. Being a 15 year old, I already understood the circumstances of being responsible. Getting my head in the game, providing myself with what I need, and ensuring that I get things done was my main focus. Ever since Jordan entered my life I grew the tendency to take pride in not only school wise, but my relationship as well. He’s the reason why I’m growing up faster than I should and I don’t see that as a bad thing. It’s actually reassuring that I know that I’m ten steps ahead of some people my age. Ever since he came around life suddenly got a little harder. Not because of his presence, but because of the fact that I want to level up to where I know I should be. I maintain my grades, make myself proud with the time I stretched for various clubs, and I provide and ride for a boyfriend that I know will always be by my side. The way I see it is, having a boyfriend who just turned of legal age makes me grow up. I don’t want him to date a baby or someone who’s needy and clingy. I understand that he’s about to graduate and focus on his life goals and pursue all he can and I’m not going to stop him. There’s no point of stopping someone just so they could wait for you. I trust in him to provide for our relationship more than he did as a boy. I want him to graduate, to get a job and manage school to help himself out at the most. I really see a future with him and my main focus is never hold him back. I get worried at times thinking about what if our relationship never works out. What if something gets in the way? What if theres not enough time to make with each other because of our two different schedules? But I cease the questions in my head because though those could be options, I’m never going to let it hit rock bottom. He’s the one I love and I’ll stand by his side as he stands by mine. All I can say is … we’re inseparable and most definitely crazy in love. Happy 8th months baby <3 Wish we could spend this weekend together, but paper chase it. I’m so proud of you.

The world blessed me with your presence. <3

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 22:58:58 -0400

The world blessed me with your presence. <3

I just want to take the time off and say thank you.Thank you for...

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 00:20:00 -0400

I just want to take the time off and say thank you.
Thank you for all you’ve done, for being such a lovely boyfriend to me.
It’s a hell of a ride being with me and I’m so grateful that you deal with my stubborn ways, my attitude, and my ignorance at times. I’m truly lucky.
You gave me the opportunity to love again and this time I’ve grown to love harder. You are the reason why I believe in things working out and the reason why I never give up. With all the things we’ve encountered as a couple, I recognize all the smiles you bring to my face and the joy you bring into my life. From the beginning of this school year, you’ve been my backbone. Supported my decisions, understood my time management, and especially made time out of your schedule to be spent with me. I’m so excited for you to start another chapter in your life. This time it’ll be even better. Graduation is two months away and I’m so proud of you. Keep up the good work baby. Always grind and always prosper. The best thing about me is you. I love you <3

Finished with my fave spring project! Floral halo headwrap!...

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 22:04:26 -0400

Finished with my fave spring project! Floral halo headwrap! Debating whether or not to sell these. Xoxo 💛💐 #Spring #SpringTime #Inspired #Love #Fashion #Floral #HeadPiece #Favorite #Flowers #LongHair #Boho #Simplicity #Colors #Vibrant #PhotoOfTheDay

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Fri, 29 Mar 2013 00:50:32 -0400

View it!
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XOXO <3

xjeremyyy: “heard you talkin shit nigga.”“

Sat, 16 Mar 2013 16:07:30 -0400

xjeremyyy:

“heard you talkin shit nigga.”“

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marcuscruz: A$AP Rocky - Fashion Killa

Sun, 27 Jan 2013 18:45:11 -0500

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A$AP Rocky - Fashion Killa

Though he embarrasses me, I can see myself embrassing his free...

Sun, 27 Jan 2013 18:41:00 -0500

Though he embarrasses me, I can see myself embrassing his free spirit as long as I live.

“We almost died!” “WAIT WHAT?!” (Taken...

Sat, 26 Jan 2013 20:22:52 -0500

“We almost died!” “WAIT WHAT?!” (Taken with Cinemagram)

illumen: purfle: dysphorism: superscarymonsters: trans-par-en...

Thu, 17 Jan 2013 19:37:53 -0500

illumen:

purfle:

dysphorism:

superscarymonsters:

trans-par-en-cy:

this took forever but it’s TRANSPARENT now :)

THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU.

this would have taken like 3 years

i cant stop reblogging this

i reblog this like daily

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